Being alive…
Tuesday, December 30th, 2008After another what I had felt was another failure, I thought, “This is it…This is how my life is gonna end…” As I heard those words uttered, I remembered walking around dazed and at the same time tryin to focus on what was happening in real life time…
The weird sense of tranqulity I had felt was so different and I couldn’t stop smiling…I felt a deep sense of satisfaction like I’ve never felt before…The heightened sense of smell, touch and hearing….it was like I was trying to absorb everything before I can never feel anything anymore…I was ready for death to come knocking on my door…
The being in between life and death lasted for almost 48hours…The deep sense of satisfaction still stays though…Living my life to the fullest will be as important as preparing for death that can grab you at any moment of time…Tears and regrets will no longer be essential as it can never revive back that one person that you love…
HAPPINESS IS BY CHOICE…i will keep reminding myself that…thank you dear
