Random thoughts
Had this conversation with the sayang earlier and it actually made me stopped to think…
That many of us claimed that we are independent but we are actually NOT. Just because we do our own things here, own a car, live far away from our parents etc, we believe that we are independent and that other people are actually depending on us for what we have which is not even from our own sweat and toil…What about emotional dependency? We need to have people around us, to approve of what we are doing, to appreciate us…which leads to the question of sincerity…how sincere are we in what we do if we expect people to remember us for what we do for them…
What about people who claimed that they have given up on something but you found out that they are still hanging on and around…waiting for that lost love to return to them…There is a fine line between friendship and what is not friendship so please to do not re-blur that line for me…It is crucial that I need to learn how to trust him…and I do not want to be hanging on for no clear reason…You messaging him all the time DO NOT HELP. I do not want to have to tell you to PISS OFF if you have given him up.
There are just to many redundant things bugging me at this moment…I am getting sick of them bothering me all the time…
