Somethin’ to feed da B.O.R.E.D.O.M

It has been a really, really…erm…weird week…sort off…both huh? kind of weird and happy la-la-la weird…

1) Blast/s from the past…Mr Shahir came down for a visit and it was so fun because I have not seen him for ages…but I’m sure someone in Hobart is much,much happier than I am…hehe:P

2) Weirdo Galore…of all the weird asses I have met…this particular person must be the W.I.E.R.D.E.S.T either that he must be completely dumb or thinks that I am an idiot…helllllloooo…I am not some young bimbo that can be bought by sweet talkers who don’t even know how to do it properly. Leave me alone now. I am not interested especially since your actual intentions are so crystal clear…arse…

3)Blast from the past II…Subaru Impreza…sigh…fine dining…being treated like a damn princess…*swoon*…oh the beautiful Subaru Impreza…

I had so much fun…referring specifically to number 1 and 3 and I also realised that after the encounters and experiences with number 2 and even number 3…(I have number 2 to really thank for it)…

time, has its way

to show me the reasons for living

the world and all its splendour

gives me a sense of believing

that our love,

will shine thru,

and will keep us,

keep us forever,

and our love,

will pull us thru,

the bad times and keep us together.

i don’t wanna fight this feeling no more

wanna love you and love you, its you i adore

cause its you that matters

just the sight of you throws my heart ashore

and the joy you bring opens up my door

cause its you that matters

my love, need to bloom

like a flower a process unencumbered

that want, should i feel

when that trail i truly discovered

that our love,

will shine thru,

and will keep us,

keep us forever,

and our love,

will pull us thru,

the bad times and keep us together.

baby…you dumbass…there’s no one else but you…

9th February…it is so unfortunate that I  know the reason why it was marked on that stupid calendar/s…sigh…Macam nak bakar je…

Should not let ‘little’ things bother me so much when there are bigger things to worry about. Especially since all I can see in the future is a kick ass bike and an ‘unconventional’ (meaning not the typical ‘I want to get married and make babies mentality’) lifestyle. All thanks to my role model…my one and only *******sensei! (stars to protect the identity of my beloved sensei…hehe)

its been ages so this entry will probably seem to be really messy with points irrelevant to the ones previously…(or so it may seem…) Anyway, I think Taufik is hot and the song below is my current fav from him. It’s the first thing I listen to when I’m getting ready for uni and the last thing before lights out. It gave me the same feeling when I first listened to Kenangan Terindah…

I can’t wait to go home and get on my my life. I feel so sick of being where I am, sometimes.

Like what Mr Eminem once said…" To all the friends I used to have, I miss my past but the rest of you a**holes can kiss my ass!"

Usah Lepaskan

(Ay, Nobody likes being played)

Oh, Beyonce, Beyonce
Oh, Shakira, Shakira (Hey)

He said, I’m worth it, his one desire
I know things about him that you wouldn’t
want to read about
He kissed me, his one and only
(Yes) Beautiful Liar
Tell me how you tolerate the things you
Just found out about
You never know
Why are we the ones who suffer
I Have to let go
He won’t be the one to cry

(Ay) Lets not kill the Karma
(Ay) Lets not start a fight
(Ay) It’s not worth the drama
For a Beautiful Liar

(Oh) Can’t we laugh about it (ha ha)
(Oh) It’s not worth our time
(Oh) we can live without him
Just a Beautiful Liar

I trusted him
but when i followed you
I saw you together
I didn’t know about you then till I saw you with him when, yea
I walked in on your love scene
slow dancing
You stole everything
How can you say I did you wrong

We’ll never know

When the pain and heartbreaks over
I have to let go
The innocence is gone

(Ay) Let’s not kill the Karma
(Ay) Let’s not start a fight
(Ay) It’s not worth the drama
For a Beautiful Liar

(Oh) Can’t we laugh about it (ha ha)
(Oh) It’s not worth our time
(Oh) We can live without him
Just a beautiful liar

Tell me how to forgive you,(ooo)
When its me who’s ashamed? (oh)
And I wish I could free you
of the hurt and the pain
but the answer is simple
he’s the one to blame(hey)

Ay, Beyoncé, Beyoncé
Ay, Shakira, Shakira
Oh, Beyoncé, Beyoncé
Oh, Shakira, Shakira

(Hey)
(Ay) Lets not kill the Karma
(Ay) Lets not start a fight
(Ay) It’s not worth the drama
For a Beautiful Liar

(Oh) Can’t we laugh about it (Ha Ha)
(Oh) It’s not worth our time
(Oh) We can live without him
Just a beautiful liar

Sometimes the thought of being a coward strikes…

But like what a line in this song says…I thought of just your face…or faces in this case…and the diminishing fire kept on burning amidst the hurricane and tornadoes, forcing a false sense of calm back on…

I’m just a normal boy
That sank when I fell overboard
My ship would leave the country
But I’d rather swim ashore

Without a life vest I’d be stuck again
Wish I was much more masculine
Maybe then I could learn to swim
Like ‘fourteen miles away’

Now floating up and down
I spin, colliding into sound
Like whales beneath me diving down
I’m sinking to the bottom of my
Everything that freaks me out
The lighthouse beam has just run out
I’m cold as cold as cold can be
be

I want to swim away but don’t know how
Sometimes it feels just like I’m falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion… yeah
Let the rain of what I feel right now…come down
Let the rain come down

Where is the coastguard
I keep looking each direction
For a spotlight, give me something
I need something for protection
Maybe flotsam junk will do just fine
the jetsam sunk, I’m left behind
I’m treading for my life believe me
(How can I keep up this breathing)

Not knowing how to think
I scream aloud, begin to sink
My legs and arms are broken down
With envy for the solid ground
I’m reaching for the life within me
How can one man stop his ending
I thought of just your face
Relaxed, and floated into space

I want to swim away but don’t know how
Sometimes it feels just like I’m falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion… yeah
Let the rain of what I feel right now…come down
Let the rain come down
Let the rain come down

Now waking to the sun
I calculate what I had done
Like jumping from the bow (yeah)
Just to prove I knew how (yeah)
It’s midnight’s late reminder of
The loss of her, the one I love
My will to quickly end it all
Set front row in my need to fall

Into the ocean, end it all
Into the ocean, end it all
Into the ocean, end it all
into the ocean…end it all

Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)

I want to swim away but don’t know how
Sometimes it feels just like I’m falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion (yeah)
Let the rain of what I feel right now…come down
Let the rain come down
Let the rain come down

Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
(In to space)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
(I thought of just your face)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)