Somethin’ to feed da B.O.R.E.D.O.M

5 TOP THINGS ON MY MIND (Saturday, 3:45am)

1) Weight gained…haizz…and it is the FASTING month
2) Tears actually welled up when somebody told me that he might be going back for 2 WEEKS…I don’t even want to think why the news brought upon such a reaction…crybaby!
3) How summer is going to be like this year…
4) What happens if I throw some iced water on the drunk idiots running around on the streets right now…the beauty of staying next to the main street…
5) Assignments…gahhh!

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I am trying to kill some time before 5am…am so tired and exhausted…but if I were to sleep right now, chances are I won’t be up for sahur and it might affect the people who are living here as well cos I normally wake them all up for the morning meal…Maybe I should have had coffee instead of the hot choc earlier at the Bakehouse…ah well…

Was reading the daily horoscope crap on Friendster earlier and I thought what I read was pretty interesting…kinda applicable to the crappy feelings I am experiencing at the moment…I don’t believe in it but I just thought that it is such a big coincidence to what I was thinking about hours ago…

I need to MOVE FORWARD and push the fears aside…I can’t let it affect my life but as much as I want to, it is so damn hard…
I hate to see sadness especially if I am to be partly responsible for it…

The Bottom Line

Are you stuck in the past? Put away the photo albums and live your life today.

In Detail

A person from your past might be holding you back from enjoying your
present — or rather, the memories of them are keeping you from moving
forward. Are you stuck in the past? Yes, it’s important to understand
how old relationships or old choices can affect you today, but you
could run the risk of getting stuck in nostalgia. Progress stagnates
when all you do is compare your current life to your past life. Put
away the photo albums and decide to walk forward.