Somethin’ to feed da B.O.R.E.D.O.M

With another 8 episodes of Naruto downloaded and waiting to be watched before my bedtime, the last 3 assignments which are far from done and heaps of revisions sittin on my desk, I decided to take a break and type this up…heh…
After letting the pent up frustrations out, I felt much better and the past two days were spent in the quiet tranquility of my room on my bed watching anime and desperately trying to finish up all the assignments. Some things that happen are just unfair but guess I just have suck it all in…or as what I’ve said in the previous entry…flush the crap out of my system…bwahaha…
I know that I am probably a lil’ too old to be watching anime and I bet there will be some out there who would violently disagree..hehe…but I’ve learned a lil’ valuable lessons…well…maybe not learned but they serve to remind me that revenge is futile…
"There’s nothing left but emptiness after the revenge is carried out"
The deep hatred and resentment that I carry will only lead to my own destruction…I am not about to sprout ‘make love not war’ nonsense…sheesh…i will still retaliate if i am attacked…basic human instinct…i will not smile and give my other cheek if i am slapped…geddit?
Anyway, what I am trying to say is that, I am human and I am not perfect but I have acknowledged all these flaws and am trying to make myself a better human being, daughter, sister and friend. However, sometimes I get sidetracked from my focus and goals when unwanted events occur and these events evokes the deeply embedded feelings of…well…hatred and vengeance.
As I’ve said…I’m only human…I’m sorry.
All I want right now, is to finish up what I’ve started so I can be back with people who matter most to me as soon as possible while ENJOYING my LAST year in beautiful, beautiful Tasmania without much annoying disturbances.

P.S: Can someone get me real life Hatake Kakashi? I am so obsessed with him…

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