Somethin’ to feed da B.O.R.E.D.O.M

What happens when Dee can’t sleep?
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‘Ku dapat melintas bumi
Ku dapat merajai hari
Ku dapat melukis langit
Ku dapat buatmu bersedih
Tapi ku dapat melangkah pergi…
Kau dapat cerahkan aku
Kau dapat buat ku bersedih
Kau dapat buatku mati
Kau dapat hitamkan pelangi
Tapi ku dapat melangkah pergi…’

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‘Apa yang terjadi dengan hatiku
Ku masih disini menunggu pagi
Seakan letih tak mengangguku
Ku masih terjaga menunggu pagi’

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She starts to do nonsensical stuffs…
sigh
I want my mummy:(

Heeeellllpppp…

FYI people…I am currently very SENSITIVE and TOUCHY about my age…It is bad enough that people around me are getting engaged, getting married, getting laid, getting pregnant etc, I need NO reminder about me being OLD. I am AWARE and I KNOW that very well. I am not suffering from amnesia or memory loss due to old age yet so I DO NOT need constant reminder about my AGE. Seriously…I know that I am OLDER than most…I had breezed through childhood, rebelled past my teenhood and soon I will no longer be in the ‘Youth’ category.

I am treating everybody the same. As far as I am concerned, my mother, Zaiton Osman gave birth to Nur Dila, Nur Dazlina and Md Nur Firdaus. Correct me if I am wrong…I believe I have THREE (3) younger siblings…who don’t even call me Kakak…and they are the ones who can rightfully refer to me as the latter…and I love them for that.

I am also very much AWARE of the following:

I have
NO CAREER
NO PROPERTY
NO MONEY
NO BOYFRIEND
NO HUSBAND
NO PENDING ENGAGEMENT OR MARRIAGE PROPOSALS

AND

YES…believe it or not…I am still DEPENDING on my parents at this age

so…STOP it already with the age thing and what I should and should not do at this age…

Enjoy your youth while you can. It will be gone before you know it.

Moi  Saturday morning today began bright and eaaarrlyy…MSS organised a Scavenger Hunt and everyone had to be there at 10am…
I forgot to wear the society’s jersey and had to go back to change and everything was goin on well until we went to Hungry Jack’s…
Encounter of the moronic species…
I love Tassie but experiences such as this make me question my sanity for coming over to Boganville…sigh…
I was told that if you are angry, it is better to keep quiet and simmer down…unfortunately, those bunch of idiots were really testing my patience and I was really, really close to bashing them up…
First…they stole our table…
Then…they decided that it was funny to throw beetroot at people…I was already reaching boiling point at this time
And finally…they think that it was cute to start spitting ice everywhere and that is when, without much rationality I decided to scream at them…
How can people who think that they are so damn civilised, who has the cheek to refer to us as ‘Bloody Asians’  behaved like country bumpkins and barbaric morons? Despite the ridiculousness and the absurdity of our cultures, at least we have M.A.N.N.E.R.S
I admit that it was a stupid move on my part to start screaming at a group of almost 10 assholes and jeorpadise my friends’ safety with my action. I sincerely apologise for that. I am sorry that our day was almost ruined by those morons.
Oh in between…I really miss the safe environment and security that Singapore offers and for once I salute our blue-uniformed guardians…I thought that the law and legal system in Singapore sucks…until I came here…